Even if it's some sort of prearranged silence, if it's bothering you this badly, you need to get it off your chest. *HUGS* Take care hon. Something I've learned my short time on this earth is that you can trust people, and should, but you have to be ready and willing to confront them if they break that trust, and be ruthless in telling them how they've betrayed you. Otherwise you'll be stepped on for the rest of your life, and taken advantage of.
Starry, starry night
Paint your palette blue and grey
Look out on a summer's day
With eyes that know the darkness in my soul
Shadows on the hills
Sketch the trees and daffodils
Catch the breeze and the winter chills
In colours on the snowy linen land