I am so sick of people who lie, I can't stand it, it makes me sick. Especially from people who purport to be your friends and what they really want is for you to fuck up so they can jump right in. They egg you on, fuel your fire and then when they think you are over something and finished with it, they jump right in and grab it up. I can fucking throttle these people, if I could only get my hands around their fucking scrawny necks.
I have a situation on my hands and I really can't do anything about it, cus I am not suppose to know about it, I wasn't there, so how the hell do I know right. But it concerns me, I think big time, especially when the person who was doing the egging is involved and shouldn't be there and knows that they shouldn't be there (I bet your all scratching your heads right about now) you see I trusted someone who has now took that trust and flushed it down the toilet along with someone else who has taken my trust and stomped all over it and I don't know what to do. I want to confront them so badly but I can't cus I am not suppose to know, but it's eating me up inside.
I am too trusting a person, thinking that there is good in everyone. I sit like a fool by the side line waiting, I am an idiot, I am a sucker for punishment. I have had enough now and I am not going to take it anymore, I just want to lay it on the line for good, I have in the past with a certain person, but this person always wins brownie points with me and then it starts all over again, sigh, I just don't think I can take it anymore and I know if I make a decision it will be the big one, it will be the end of everything that I had started out with and I will have to start anew. Very depressing.
Sorry for all this, I just needed to get it off my chest, I found out about it this morning.
I have a situation on my hands and I really can't do anything about it, cus I am not suppose to know about it, I wasn't there, so how the hell do I know right. But it concerns me, I think big time, especially when the person who was doing the egging is involved and shouldn't be there and knows that they shouldn't be there (I bet your all scratching your heads right about now) you see I trusted someone who has now took that trust and flushed it down the toilet along with someone else who has taken my trust and stomped all over it and I don't know what to do. I want to confront them so badly but I can't cus I am not suppose to know, but it's eating me up inside.
I am too trusting a person, thinking that there is good in everyone. I sit like a fool by the side line waiting, I am an idiot, I am a sucker for punishment. I have had enough now and I am not going to take it anymore, I just want to lay it on the line for good, I have in the past with a certain person, but this person always wins brownie points with me and then it starts all over again, sigh, I just don't think I can take it anymore and I know if I make a decision it will be the big one, it will be the end of everything that I had started out with and I will have to start anew. Very depressing.
Sorry for all this, I just needed to get it off my chest, I found out about it this morning.
"Graze on my lips; and if those hills be dry, stray lower, where the pleasant fountains lie."
-- William Shakespeare

-- William Shakespeare


